Never

This feeling of nothing
I wish it were something
trapped with nowhere to go
only you know..

How i felt
and how i dealt
i promise how i feel
it was real..

But now wrapped up in this nothingness
deeper and deeper I fall
attempting to call..

Everytime you're around
I feel like im found
but still im lost
dealing with the cost..

More pain
is all i gain
faking the happiness
when all that felt is crappiness
still thinking about forever
still havent realized its never..