"Between Us"

What is this that I'm holding on to?
Why are these tears falling from my eyes?
Every second a thought lingers on you
I wonder if this will be the last time I cry.
What is this crushing pain I feel--
This guilt that eats, at my very soul?
All those moments I thought we had together--
Were they just the dreams from you I stole?
"What have I done," I ask myself.
Why can I never answer this?
What's left from the fights, the hate, the hurt?
What is it that makes me reminisce?
What good would come from asking you?
What am I expecting differently from before?
This hope I have is just an illusion,
Because there's nothing between us anymore.