Red Sparkles

There was something
like a peace
that fell on me.
Knowing life was over,
or almost.
The lie I spoke
satisfied only me.
"She is okay"
I whispered alone
in the dark depths
of a mind like my own.
Yet millions of sparkles flew
on my worst night yet.
The night when the lie
voided
The night when the truth
slipped.
I almost lost you,
someone I love with my all.
Whom I never want to see fall.
You still lay there,
still as a rock,
the sound of your heartbeat
a loud tick toc.
Sparkles flew on my worst night yet.
Cheers echoed on the night I'll never
forget.
As music blasting,
my heart was crashing...
shattered.
A million red sparkles flew
on that one night,
when I finally couldn't take it.
When my heart
exploded
Into a million red sparkles.
To light up the night sky
My tears the blues
My hurt the yellows
My love the reds.
On that one night,
the truth came out.
You might not be okay.
But I guess
the truth is
not so easy to say.