Stupid

Why am I so stupid?
Love hates me and so does cupid,
I cry myself to sleep,
If I dry my eyes and I begin to weep,
Cause falling for you was the worst thing
When I'm with you I feel completely free
You hold me close and I lay my head on your chest
I should have known I thought you were the best
You kiss me in the corner of my lips
It makes me feel warm inside like a sweet honey bliss
I am so jealous of every guy
Cause I want you to be mine
I like you so much I takes my mind off track
I just wished you liked me back
I know you don't cause I don't have a dick
I find myself as a prick
I want to love you I hope you know what I mean
I want to hold you tight and grind on your body
I want to groan and scream your name
As we make love in the most passionate way
Wow I feel so stupid and I feel like a skank
Why do I like you so much
I want to kiss you so badly I must
Is it your kissable lips
Or is it the way you hold me and grab my hips
I don't know but I feel so stupid
You see the truth is
I can't take my mind off of you
I never want to let go of me I knew it was true
I truly do feel feel stupid for falling deeply and hardly in love with you