Him.

His hands slide around my waist
I close my eyes and try not to cringe
He undoes my pants
Turns me around to face him
His lips are on me
Hungry and wet
I try to hold in the tears
They threaten to pour
His hands are in my pants
I just let all my muscles in my body relax
I just force my mind to go somewhere else
He pushes my hand into his pants
I just do what i know he wants
Soon he is finished and he goes to leave
I look in the mirror
The eyes looking back at me are dead
All signs of life are gone
A tear slips from the corner or my eye
He is back in the room
His lips are hot on my neck
He whispers he couldnt leave without a little more
Finally he leaves
I hear his tires on the gravel
I lean against the wall
Sink down to the floor
Hot tears pour down my face
I didnt want this
I didnt ask for this
It isnt me, isnt who i am
Why did i let this happen?
I'm too weak
I have given up on life
I just hope he wont come back
Next time he would want more
Thats my last thought before everything fades
Everything goes black.