Not a Poem...

A few years ago I thought what I had with some guy I knew was true love... I kept on bragging about him for about 4 years. We dated for a year and he dumped my ass for some other girl. I thought that what I had with that selfish piece of shit was love... But this year an outstanding guy came into my life and proved me wrong. We were dating and he thought that he was the only one of us that was falling for the first time... he was wrong. That guy made me feel so special and so wanted that I couldn't believe it was true... I always thought to myself "it was too good to be true.." I didn't treat him the way he deserved to be treated. I would always nag, and I would always insist on having things done my way. I didn't consider his feelings at all ! I even told him that I don't know if I really love him or not. I was horrible. Eventually he got sick and tired of my attitude and he left me. It was only then that I realized how much I love him. He really means the world to me. It is true that you never know what you have 'til it's gone. This year, thanks to him I learned a lot about love. Every single night, I pray that he considers to give me another chance although I know I don't deserve it...
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