Am I Nothing?

You stand with her like you don't care
It's like your giving me a dare
You torture me to see how long I last
 It's like I'm living in my past...
 
I don't know why I tried so hard
 Just to end with the friend card
I told myself to not forget
I told myself to not regret...
 
It hurts to think about your smile
You said you'd be here for a while
 It hurts to feel what I felt before
It only makes me want you more...
 
I can't believe I fell for you
It was too good for us to be true
It doesn't matter what I'll say
I know I'll still be thinking about you everyday...
 
I will say it one more time before I go
 I still.. love you...just thought you should know...