Do I Give Up?

No matter how hard I try
This feeling never seems to fade
I've tried ignoring it
suppressing it
and blocking it out

So I Guess it will never go away
the feeling that your nothing
that your worthless
That no one could ever
love a thing like me

If I try to deny this feeling
It only comes back
Ten times worse
and its not just that

the whispers around me
sing that I'm cold and dead inside

So what do I do?
Do I give up?
I don't know the answer yet
but I'll sure find out soon

these feelings are eating me alive
they make my soul black and repulsive
so I just hide
Ill hide from my loved ones
my family and friends

I don't know what else I can do.
we all have issues this is true
but tell me if it's just me
or have others felt this way to?