You pushed them away

You're screaming inside
you're screaming for help
you're screaming out loud
but nobody's there

nobody can hear you
you pushed them away
you want to be saved
but you're all by yourself.

Imagine a world
full of empty minds
empty smiles
and empty hearts...

It may not be hard
that's all that you know
it's easy to grin
and shove them apart

avoid foolish questions
avoid awkward hugs
avoid human race
deal with nothing at all.

you see the blood
so beautiful, so calming
you like it
you do your best.

It’s too much.
You want it to stop
you don’t want to be cached
just for a big stain.

Clean up and go upstairs
no one noticed you’re there.
You’re here
you’re nowhere.

Desperation takes over
you want them to care
but they don't anymore,
you pushed them away.