Honestly

I'm done with the whining. I'm beyond done with tears.
I'm done with feeling sorry for myself year after freaking year.

What have I even got to be upset over? What's left that's bad?
Everywhere I go, I'm happy. I'm not even the faintest bit sad.

Honestly, yeah I wish it was different. Wish things hadn't sucked.
But really? Everyone's better off. We've ended this string of bad luck.

Yeah, I'll always miss it. Those stupid times that made us laugh.
But I've got so much waiting ahead. No good being stuck in the past.

Truthfully, a part of me will always wonder "What if I'd just stayed?"
And I already know the answer. I'd have always been betrayed.

So here I am, reminiscing with love, hope, and grace.
Not whining about the past, tears staining my face.

Honestly, I know I'll never forget. Time can't destroy the memories, all.
Honestly, I won't remember. Time heals all bones broken from the fall.