Decisions

You may not like
What I choose
But the decision
Is mine

I disclaim a friendship
That could hurt me more
I Disclaim the memories you tainted
By your unsettling lies

This decision is mine
It is for me

I'm tiered of trying
To live in this world
As a happy girl
You made it so difficult that
There couldn't be more

You made promises you couldn't keep
You told me lies with just the blink of your eyes

How was i fooled so easily
How could you manipulate me

It was my fault i couldn't see the signs
So ill hide
Away from this unhappy world
And sit in the room of nightmares and screams
Just waiting for the reaper to say
"It's your time, Come with Me."