I Care

You say I don't care
it's just getting too hard to bear
how do you expect me to listen?
you are just like ricin
you are my ex
and all that reflects
is all my regrets

You say I don't care
it's just getting to hard to bear
you were my addiction
somehow we managed to create friction
we fought and fought about nothing
now i'm realizing it was always something
always something

You say I don't care
you're giving me a dare
to take a look back into the past
to when I was for sure we would last
it all went by too fast

I do care
more than I can bear
I do worry
to the point it becomes blurry
I don't show I care
It's just too hard to bear

You think I don't care
It just too much for me to bear
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My grammar is really poor. please tell me anything i should change or fix.