The Past That Still Haunts Me...

Even though I try my best,
it seems I can never rest.

What am I supposed to do,
when my heart's already pierced through.

Now I see it was all a lie,
I hope you would just crawl to a hole and die.

You were supposed to be my dad,
but your actions are so bad.

All you ever did or told me was a lie,
that makes me bleed inside.

The one thing going around in my head,
is to see you on your deaft bed.

I hope that someday someone will heed my call,
and make you pay once and for all!

Your gentle and sweet smile always cheered me up,
but it seems I've run out of luck.

How could you cherish us, and still hit him,
and hide the whole thing from me within.

Pulled up when we were down,
but when things didn't go your way, gave us the frown.

I can't believe I was so blind,
but it's finally time to leave the past behind.