A Chronic Visitor

There seems no end in sight.
It seems the visitor that has been coming and going is a part of my life now.
When being visited, I see no time of departure.
When not being visited, I am free and do not want to be visited again, but...
...there seems no end in sight, she comes back and haunts me, again.
I cannot tell her to leave, I cannot push her away, I cannot even hide!
When I least expect her return, here she is...in my presence.
I know she hates the sunshine, she hates when I am all smiles.
My new visitor loves the rain, the cold, even storms.
Storms were a friend of mine, storms I enjoyed.
Now the storms well, they are dreadful, as an enemy, as dreadful as her return.
Because of her I do not like the storms...for she visits during storms.
When she is here, I only want her to leave!
I have no idea when!
I do not know when she will leave once she arrives.
There seems no end in sight!
Once she leaves...I know it is not the end!
I know she will be back!
She always shows up...I can't stand her anymore!
I am tired of her presence.
I have even asked for help to get rid of her.
Over the years, over time, I requested of many people to help get rid of her.
She leaves for a while, she comes back, she leaves...she comes back!
It is a way of life now...me, her, us.
There will not be an end, she is here to stay.
I have learned to live with her while in her presence, and the dread of her while she is away.
I see no end in sight for this never ending cycle.
There seems no end in sight for my chronic pain to go away.