What You Don't Know

I want to cut
I want to relapse
I may look happy
But I feel depressed
I feel like a failure
I shouldn't be alive
Disappointing others
Getting yelled at all the time
I don't always feel loved
But that's okay
Who would love me
I'm covered with scars anyway
I think I'm fat
Anorexia here I come
Depressed cutter I am
Attention seeker to some
I hurt myself
Because you hurt me
I wish I could tell you
And I wish you could see.