If You Had

If you had seen what I have seen,
They would make you shut your eyes.
To see the face that cracks those mirrors,
The face that we despise.

If you had felt what I have felt,
Your heart would probably stop.
It would swear to never feel again,
To lay down and just close up shop.

If you had heard what I have heard,
They would put you behind bars.
You scream and shout your fucking lungs out,
But they would just laugh at your scars.

I you had tasted what I had tasted,
The sin in Le Cordon Bleu.
If you had tasted what I had tasted,
They would want to kill you too.