Can't Hold On

I want to break
everything that
makes me
who I am

It seems to simple
and yet so lovely
to get away from my thoughts
to get away from my doubts
would feel like a sweet release.

Would I be considered a coward
to just throw everything away
just to have sweet silence

I don't want to hear them
all screaming inside me
trying to make me
something inhuman

If I let them take over
no one would be safe
Everyone I love
and cherish
Would be nothing
But a faded memory

Oh God Please Help me
fight these enemy's
that reside withing me

I can't hold on much longer
all by myself
soon it will be to late

I will give in
and become
a heartless
unloving
uncaring
beast