What the *** Is Wrong?

What's wrong, what's wrong? I can't focus thoughts are blurred feelings numbed. Every thought a sudden burst of open hostility, every memory a crushing malfunction. What's wrong, what's worng? Never attentive always lost, always annoyed never calm. What's wrong, what's wrong? Everything is a painful reminder of horribly bitter-sweet memories, memories so lovely full of laughter and joy, yet so painful and disheartening. What's wrong, what's wrong? The sun so dark the moon so bright, I can't find the light the shadows are the only stars in the sky. What's wrong, what's wrong? I'm missing apart of myself and I don't know what's wrong! Everything is confusing and deceiving nothing is true and nothing is false! What's wrong, what's wrong? My mind is gone, missing, broken. My heart shattered, dead, ripped apart to ash a sunder. What's wrong, what's wrong? What the Fuck is wrong? What the Fuck is wrong with me?