Broken

The words forming in my head
Seem to weigh me down like lead
All the hurtful things you say
I can't afford them to come my way
There goes another friend
Why can't anyone make this pain end!?
NO MORE!
This will be a never-ending War!
I won't let you bring me down!
Like a little depressing Clown!
You say I'm always tart,
Yet you haven't seen my heart
So now I'll lock it up tight
unlike the broken light
That lies within me
like a key
that will unlock my soul
just like a locked up mine of coal