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So now it's what I want? Now it's what I need? Now that I need nothing nor want anything? What happened all those years when I did need something or did want something? All the cold nights I slaved away during the night working on things you needed things you wanted, leaving the things I needed and wanted to rot and wast away. What happened all the days I waited by your side awaiting for an order to be given to fulfill your wants and needs? I want nothing nor need anything anymore because what I wanted or needed died with me all those years ago and I am only a hallow shell of what I use to be. A shadow waiting at your feet fallowing your movements waiting for your demands and now it's what I want? When all I know and all I want is what you want and what you need, knowing nothing of myself and wanting nothing for myself since it's all been about you. I need nothing nor want anything since I don't even know myself. I don't know who I am or what it is I want or need.
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I'm just having a rough day with my family and am in a really confusing place,