Morbid Memory
Everything disappears,
the visual turns into the vision of the past.
My brain is the organ that you took down memorable paths,
now I'm taking it back.
la, la, la
I can't hear you.
All I hear is blah, blah, blah,
I’ve heard all this shit before,
You think I'm small,
You think you’re in control.
You were once,
Certainly, not any more.
I'm almost an adult,
No need for your so called guidance,
La, la, la,
I can’t hear you,
All I hear is blah, blah, blah,
The bullshit you spew is outta control, here, let me help you sew your lips shut,
Cuz, darl, my ears are bleedin’ from your incessant shrieking.
I'm almost dead.
Used to bleed out the pain,
Just a walking corpse,
Hah, reminds me of the corpse bride, too bad you left, before giving me the golden band,
Now you’re back,
Begging for my forgiveness,
Well ha, ha, ha,
Hear me laugh, hear me mock, hear me crush your heart as I throw it right down the block.
La, la, la,
You try to avoid,
Saying all you hear is blah, blah, blah,
Let me rip your hands off your ears,
Like how I opened your rib cage.
I tried everything,
Just to get you outta my fucking head!
I'm not a child,
I'm not innocent as a white rose, my petals have been tainted,
now a deep blood red,
my thorns have grown, lashing out and stabbing those who come near.
All because of you.
Are you happy now...?
Turn the bath water red,
beg for my forgiveness for what you said.
Take the rope and break your neck,
beg for my forgiveness for what you said.
Jump in front of a speeding car,
Make your body crashed and mangled,
Jump into a tank full of blood thirsty sharks,
See as they chomp, chomp, chomp down on your body, feel their sharp jagged teeth rip you limb from limb,
Jump into my shoes, feel as how my heart used to sink, how my mind used to think, seeing me as how I saw you, feeling how I felt about myself,
Suffer my pain, share in my sorrow,
….
Feel the scars you cut in to me.
You, you have no idea who your messing with,
nothing, there’s nothing left,
except sinful pain.
Beg for my forgiveness,
…
Can you take the stakes?
the visual turns into the vision of the past.
My brain is the organ that you took down memorable paths,
now I'm taking it back.
la, la, la
I can't hear you.
All I hear is blah, blah, blah,
I’ve heard all this shit before,
You think I'm small,
You think you’re in control.
You were once,
Certainly, not any more.
I'm almost an adult,
No need for your so called guidance,
La, la, la,
I can’t hear you,
All I hear is blah, blah, blah,
The bullshit you spew is outta control, here, let me help you sew your lips shut,
Cuz, darl, my ears are bleedin’ from your incessant shrieking.
I'm almost dead.
Used to bleed out the pain,
Just a walking corpse,
Hah, reminds me of the corpse bride, too bad you left, before giving me the golden band,
Now you’re back,
Begging for my forgiveness,
Well ha, ha, ha,
Hear me laugh, hear me mock, hear me crush your heart as I throw it right down the block.
La, la, la,
You try to avoid,
Saying all you hear is blah, blah, blah,
Let me rip your hands off your ears,
Like how I opened your rib cage.
I tried everything,
Just to get you outta my fucking head!
I'm not a child,
I'm not innocent as a white rose, my petals have been tainted,
now a deep blood red,
my thorns have grown, lashing out and stabbing those who come near.
All because of you.
Are you happy now...?
Turn the bath water red,
beg for my forgiveness for what you said.
Take the rope and break your neck,
beg for my forgiveness for what you said.
Jump in front of a speeding car,
Make your body crashed and mangled,
Jump into a tank full of blood thirsty sharks,
See as they chomp, chomp, chomp down on your body, feel their sharp jagged teeth rip you limb from limb,
Jump into my shoes, feel as how my heart used to sink, how my mind used to think, seeing me as how I saw you, feeling how I felt about myself,
Suffer my pain, share in my sorrow,
….
Feel the scars you cut in to me.
You, you have no idea who your messing with,
nothing, there’s nothing left,
except sinful pain.
Beg for my forgiveness,
…
Can you take the stakes?
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