I Don't Know Anymore

I know I love him
I always will
But do I LOVE him
I'm not so sure anymore

I look in his eyes and well I'm not sure what I see
He still makes me smile
But at the same time not really

Conversations are dull
Life seems routine
This relationship is boring

repeat
repeat
repeat

Everything we say or do
I know what he'll say before it leaves his lips
we slowly drift in opposite directions
In fact we are opposites
They say opposites attract but I think they repel

Then I question his sanity
He doesn't feel
except for me
except for music
except for pain
except for anger

I know he's broken
I want to fix it but I can't
And it hurts.
I feel trapped
Yet I want to be trapped

Conflicted