On the Edge

I'm on the edge,
The edge of life,
I differ about jumping,
But can I?
To know he never loved me,
It was just a fad.
All pain, all tears,
Why I trusted him?
Why I loved him?
Why?
Why?
Why?
The edge seems welcoming,
I go closer.
Unable to love again.
I say a prayer
and I jump
I go down,
down,
down,
Till I am at last...
at peace