Ash

I'm empty.
Numb
Alone
And broken.

Im sensitive.
But you shouldn't have to walk pins and needles.
I'm hurt and damaged, sinking down,
Don't let me take you (with me)

Shoot me down,
Turn around and tell me that lovely lie.

Three simple words that mean more than you know.
You throw it loosely.
It's not doing it's justice.

What's the point if you love everyone?
Sooner or later you'll be empty too.
Or maybe you won't.
Maybe you'll be full, loving and loved.

I want you to leave me behind.
I'm the ball and chain.
Nothing but a deadweight.
Don't go near the water baby.

I'm a selfish,jealous bitch with no future or past.
Forget me like you do.
I'm not important.

Insignificant little ant to you aren't I?
Come to me when no one else's around,
Make sure to shove me away when they're there.

Be ashamed of me
Just like the rest.
See if I give a fuck when I'm at rest.

'If you were here' don't bullshit me.
She's across the water
Did you tell her the same?

I thought you helped me
You broke me more.

I remembered why I secluded myself.
Pricks like you tear us down with out care.

Yet you share that lovely lie,
It's bittersweet.
Tell me you care,
But will you really be there? (when I need you)
Turn around and tell it to anonymous.
I'm nothing special.

Just another face to please
And please my needs.

Forget that shit.

Pour the gasoline
Flick the match,
Burn me up,

Until I'm ash..
Ash....