Requiem Innocence

Skies darkened with smog
Pressed against your chest
A soft song of passion
Feelings not suppressed
A kiss ever light
Breath hot against my skin
I cannot fight much longer
My only choice is to give in
Fingers dance lightly
And play at my heart
All I’ve ever planned
Suddenly ripped apart
A want and a passion
I’ve never felt before
Courses through my veins
Pulls deep down at my core
Suddenly I’m against you
Common sense torn to shreds
All that exists is me and you
And my senses infrared
And then, at once its over
And I can’t repress my fright
Am I euphoriant or ashamed
That I didn't put up a fight
Every atom every cell
And every fiber of my being
Has me screaming, has me heaving
Has me crying, has me fleeing
Frantically I scramble
Doing all that I can
To suppress all that happened
What I gave and how I ran
Convinced that I am dirty
That I’m deplorable to no end
I shrivel into nothing
Left only to pretend