I Wrote You a Love Song, Have You Heard It Yet?

How could we 'collapse so guilty' when your hope still fills me
Thank you for your parade but its still me in this charade and
These ugly scars are what solidly fills my heart
So give me your cruelest words and all your promises will
Fly off my like dead birds.

Cause all this restraint, how could you hold back?
So pick out all the promises you like best
Cause you said you had my back.
How can you confess when i'm the one better dressed.
So pick out all the promises I never kept.

" What we have is special " haha if only you knew me darling
We'd be having tea laughing.
These demons are crawling, aching to get in.
They'd love to hear our walls crumbling, falling in.
We either swim or sink in. Eat your heart out.

I can give and I can take,
I can use and abuse.
But what about you? What do you think?
What happens if we hold on tighter
But I'm just one big fat liar.
How did you know I couldn't do this on my own?
We are so violent, eating guitars, breaking violins.

Oh great, just great. The only way was up
And we both did that too.
Hand in hand. Heart to heart.
And fuck no 'chest to chest'

We shall.