Cracked

I'm broken,
Like a crack in the road,
You can cover it up but everyone knows it’s broken,
You can't fix it.

I know what's wrong with me,
I blamed it on everybody else but it's my fault I feel like this,
I keep on pushing everyone I love away.

It's too late to save me from this pain,
The cracks are breaking,
I can't hold myself together anymore,
You can't glue the pieces back together,
I'll always know I'm cracked.

This pain lodged into me before I could even think,
There's always going to be a piece within me,
I can't cry all the pain away,
It's a part of me.

I'm broken,
Like a crack in the road,
You can cover it up but everyone knows I'm broken,
You can't fix me.

I'm just a little girl terrified,
I stay in my room to hide away,
I don't feel like I deserve to be in anyone's breathing space.

I sit on the outside looking in,
Watching them laugh and smile but I can't seem to put a smile on my face.

The faucet is broken,
I can't turn off my emotions.

I'm hanging by a thread,
I'm losing control of myself,
I can't stop my tears anymore.

I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a black hole,
It's swallowing me whole.

I'm like the wind,
I'm there but you can't see me,
You can feel me but you can't touch me.

I feel like I'm going insane with all the things I'm seeing.

My hearts cracked,
It's breaking away,
There's no one to blame but me,
I pushed everyone away when I needed them the most.

You can't fix me,
The problem is me,
I can't be saved,
I'm cracked to broken to be repaired.