My Birthday Is in Two Days

My birthday is in two days
And I don't want it to come
My birthday is in two days
And everyone thinks I'm dumb
My birthday is in two days
I just want it to end
My birthday is in two days
So why do I feel like this ?
My birthday is in two days
And I feel nothing
My birthday is in two days
Shouldn't I feel something ?
My birthday is in two days
I just want everyone to go away
My birthday is in two days
For one day I don't want to feel pain
My birthday is in two days
I just want to be happy
My birthday is in two days
Will I ever be happy ?
My birthday is in two days