Undone Feelings

I've spent hours upon hours thinking of you.
And I've come to the horrid conclusion that
You told me the truth.
I've spent years loving you yet
I forgot that I even cared
Until now.
I thought you would let me back in because
You love me.
But you do not.
And I feel the earth giving way
Beneath my shaking feet.
And I realized I took
Too long to tell you
I love you.
Because you flew under the autumn wind
Away from me again.

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Oh how I love him so.. :l
♥ ,the ghost girl.