A Junkie's Elegy.

Everything is fine,
Everything is okay
I finally got my fix today.

My claim to fame
The only one who remains
But nothing is okay
(She won't see this light of day.)

Thoughts will race
Spoon will burn
I can't feel my face
I'll never learn

She isn't here
This isn't right
My darkest fears
Have come to life.

I can't sleep
She haunts my dreams
Tried counting sheep
To drown out her screams

Nothing works
Everything hurts

Except when I have my fix

When I am high
I feel alive

But I think I'm running out of tricks.

Nothing works
Nothing ever works
I'll trade my sins for yours

I need to see my lovely bones
Even if it leaves me all alone

What's the difference?
I've been abandoned to these desolate shores.

No one ever stays
So this endless elegy I will play

And dream forevermore.