I'm ***ing Crazy

your just like everyone.
everyone loves lily. everyone!
lilys a 'perfect' girl and im just alli lilys cousin thats cuts right? yeah. everyone wants to skrew her. nobody fucking lies to her. i cant confront people in my family. theyll kill me. i need help. i. i just need help. im not who you think. im not who i think. nobody not even me knows who or what i am. im fucking crazy. im a bitch. im not . im not normal. i hate myself. i cant eat. i cant drink. i can barely breathe. whats wrong with me?
im fucking crazy.
everyone likes lily and im just faded into the backround. im just there. lilys not who anyone thinks she is! shes not a sweet little girl anyone should love.
shes a bitch.
shes a fucking copy cat.
yet shes pretty so ya know everyone regonizes her huh?
theres lily.
the hot ass 12 year old that everyone thinks is older. shes so fucking hot. oh yeah. -.- everyone fucking likes her. nobody bothers to see into the faded area where im hiding. where im at. noo.she fucking acts just like me thats why ive changed so much and then she does the same. only thing seperating us from being identical twins is shes lily and im just me.
im fucking crazy.