How I Envision You Now

I muse over every glance,
every softly spoken word
laced with your citrus breath
and cigarette scent,
permeating my senses
as I envision you now.

To slip my fingers through your hair,
brush against the stubble of your cheek.
Feel the heat of your skin
with a graze of your hand.

For our lips to idle untouched,
adorn the empty space between us,
Resisting temptation
as sin burns within.

How I envision you now.

Clenching at your fabric,
Pushing desires
against gaps of desperation,
and filling them with greed.

Corrupting our souls
as we intertwine our fates,
Drown in our own undoing,
and revel in the deed.

To bite down,
trace my nails against your fibers,
Etching paths to find our way,
Soothing wounds with tantalizing licks.

How I envision you now.

Taking your leave,
releasing the seconds.
Finding the surface,
Those eyes reveal all.

How I envisioned you then.

Now it is she whom you've immersed,
Marking her pure skin,
Engraving your needs.
Forgetting my own.

How she envisions you now.