Adulthood
I've lost it
I am a full blank page
Everyday
Every night
For so many years
My page has been lost in white
Feelings ran around
Like children on a playground
Fell asleep in uncomfortable uneasiness
Woke up in the same tragedy
Losing my senses
My conscious in a maze
Not being able to reach my mind
That voice fading away in the distance
I've entered a new different zone
We knowing it as adulthood
Understanding everything
Or nothing at all
From choices
To decisions in life
I've transformed
Realized my blank page
My unread
Unwritten book
Has begun
I am a full blank page
Everyday
Every night
For so many years
My page has been lost in white
Feelings ran around
Like children on a playground
Fell asleep in uncomfortable uneasiness
Woke up in the same tragedy
Losing my senses
My conscious in a maze
Not being able to reach my mind
That voice fading away in the distance
I've entered a new different zone
We knowing it as adulthood
Understanding everything
Or nothing at all
From choices
To decisions in life
I've transformed
Realized my blank page
My unread
Unwritten book
Has begun
♠ ♠ ♠
I was.... thinking about everything and the news I received from my ex best friend of all time. Even though he was unbearable and annoying to me, and I couldn't stand him and didn't like him much at all..... I still cared... and I loved him as my best friend ever. Known him for 7 almost 8 years, no matter what I said to him, no matter whether we resent eachother or just can't be friends........... I love him as my ultimate best friend and..... also as a brother I seriously never had. This is for you K.M.R. I hope...... that whatever you do in life........................ even if were mad at each other and I know you won't ever read this....... I hope you find it in your heart that I still care. This is for him. What my mind feels and my heart thinks.