I Didn't Mean It

Black ribbons, cover my eyes and caress my throat and wrestle with my life.
Memories, sweet memories, of you and me and summer sitting, innocent, in my mind.
Glimpses of life and love and happiness- things I only felt with you.
Now I'm confused.
Should I forget you and everything while my heart beats fades and my life gives away?
I never found someone to run to or someone who answered when I found my knees and prayed.
It all keeps running through and through my mind and I realize this is all too wrong.
I never wanted this, I made a mistake. But it's too late.
My heart flutters, and then I'm gone.

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Yeah so I got bored in history. So this is the outcome. Whatevs.
♥ ,the ghost girl.