Last Resort

Still living, no purpose here.
Understand that I've tried to fit in.
I've tried to be strong, but it's so hard.
Conquering this sort of this is not an easy task,
In most cases, it's nearly impossible. There's simply no other way.
Don't cry for me, the pity isn't appreciated.
Even though this is ultimately my decision, realize the role you've played.

-Z
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Written sometime last year.