Love & Hate

Like I understand how your mind works.
Only God could try and figure all of that out.
Vexation fills me when I think of you.
Even though I can't stand you, I'm not sure why.
And despite my best efforts, I can't stop myself from loving you.
Never in my mind could love and hate go hand in hand.
Did I ever stop to consider that you may have loved me back?
How could I ever convince myself of the possible reality of us?
And still, I love you, and I hate you.
There's no realistic explanation for the feelings I have for you.
Emotions are something I'll never get quite right.

-Z