From Dreams to Reality

My dreams are my breaks from reality.
My life withers into nothingness.
My nothingness drives me insane.
My insanity makes me wonder.
Why me, why today, why now?
All these questions with no answers.
What has come of this world I live in.
So many questions, so little answers.
I wake up at night screaming.
I never hear the world around me anymore.
I feel as if my life means nothing.
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