coffee

i tasted you in my coffee tonight.

i decided to drink coffee at 1am, because
though it will probably keep me up for too long, it was what i wanted at the time
which i think sums up many of my decisions,
including you.
i don't know if it was the
taste
warmth
comfort
timing
or the combination of all four between my lips
but
you were there.

every sip surprises me with more of you
i don't really understand it
but i know i'll be sad when this cup is over.