...Always and Forever...

I'm so tired of feeling like this,
The pain,
The loss,
The feeling of being empty.
Nothing could ever fill it,
Nothing ever could.
I'm so lonely,
Even with you beside me.
I'm hiding in your shadows,
While you stand inside the light.
Why can't we see its not working,
Why can't we make it work?
You're always there for me,
But yet you're never there.
I want to let you love me,
I never want to lose you,
But why does it feel like I'm pushing you away?
Please just come and hold me,
Don't ever let me go.
Just let us hide together,
Always and forever....