Dead for a Year

I'm down and out again,
It didn't take too long.
And what I'd write back then
Were only happy songs.

It could no longer last,
But those were the best times.
I still can't shake the past
Even though I still try.

Download complete
But I'm still staring at the screen,
Delete, delete,
Because the memories still sting.

It's been a year
Away from you.
But I still fight
Without a clue.
My happiness is always fleeting,
Now it's never been so clear.
Although my heart is still beating,
I've been dead for a year.

Seeing you made my day
But then it broke my heart.
With every word you say
I want to fall apart.

I wish I could have you,
But true love is a lie.
Though you found something new,
I still wish you were mine.

Download complete
But I'm still staring at the screen,
Delete, delete,
Because the memories still sting.

It's been a year
Away from you.
But I still fight
Without a clue.
My happiness is always fleeting,
Now it's never been so clear.
Although my heart is still beating,
I've been dead for a year.