You.

You said you were different and I thought it was true.
But something seems odd now, you're no longer you.
A human once so caring, so tender and so sweet,
Now arrogant and selfish, within the matter of a week.
If ignorance is bliss then I must be ecstatic.
Make the damaged one fall hard, what a great tactic.
You built me up just to tear me down.
We spoke for weeks and now there's no sound.
It's the loudest silence I've ever known.
And without your words, I feel so alone.
There's noone to talk to and noone to hold.
Within your arms, I fit the mold.
There's a place with no meaning and I gave it no thought.
And with a vengeance it's back, in this web I am caught.
Because you said you were different and I carried it as true.
I wore your heart on my sleeve and gave mine to you.
But where have you gone? Because you're no longer here.
A bond once so unbreakable, now you're far from near.
I thought what could be, was what you wanted too.
But obviously you love me, and the sky isn't blue.
I'm lost in this world, with everything a muck.
I'm trying not to care but I'm having no luck.
Because it's hurt me so deeply and you don't even know.
I'm probably over-reacting, just an inch or so.
But I opened up and I let you in.
And now I'm abandoned and I cannot win.
You said you were different and I thought it could be true.
I'm searching and screaming but I can't find the real you.