Walls

I refuse to bring down my walls
if you are not willing to give me all of you or nothing at all
because I won't be able to trust you to catch my fall
or listen to my bleeding heart when it calls
calls out you in an empty silence of shattered hearts
where love is constantly being ripped apart
so tell me why should I trust you?
all the words that you throw at me are nothing new
I need to know that you have virtue; that you are true
not a man who will say what he thinks I want to hear
because that will bring me anywhere but near
don't you get that I been here before
I heard one too many lines like this times four
I need to know that I belong to you completely
and that what you feel for me runs deeply
through your body like lightning
that you would never leave me if things get frightening
I need to know that you will never leave me but stay
That I will wake up to see your face everyday
Is that too much to ask?
a burden for you or an unbearable task?
If it is then it means our love will not last
It will simply become something of the past
like fireflies flickering light
our love will eventually get lost in the night