Forgive

I don't think I can forgive you for being so blind as to how I felt
because you were too busy suffocating me in your tight invisible belt
you kept me as arms length, too petrified to love me you pushed me away
time and time again I cried myself to sleep afraid to rest; afarid to lay
I'm so bitter and cold lost with a heart of stone because you left me stranded and alone
I'm too frail to stand, feeble and unstable, and have so many cracks on my bone
you made me feel unclean like I been rolling around in the dirt and I am completely dirty
I try to count sheep in my head, by counting to thirty
I tried to love you but I didn't know how
I just wanted you to see me, but you forced me to get on my knees and bow
so ask me again why I can't forgive you for being so blind as to how I felt
because you were too busy suffocating me in your tight invisible belt