Irrelevance

‘irrelevance’
a word plays on my lips
the way children play with fire
they touch it with curiosity
and it burns them
but i like it
i like not being needed
i like being forgotten
i like being able to fade away
and if only I could do it
to fade away
into the nothingness in which i began
to die without ever having existed
a peaceful exit
no beginning
no end
no life
no death
no pain
no happiness
nothing
just the irrelevance of my soul