So Much to Learn

I'm learning more about you than I ever wanted to know-
like how you tried to replace her with me
how you reuse all the sweet words you say
to find another bed, another girl with a prettier face.
And I found out about your stand-in girls, and how I was just one of them,
how I was the "Liz your parents approved of"
Kept me on your arm to keep your family happy
with no regard for the way I felt.
I never knew how cruel you could be
or how forceful you were
I didn't know you were so temperamental
able to change sides so quickly.
I'm learning so much more about you than I ever wanted to know..