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It feels like you're stuck somewhere in the middle
You are neither with them or against them
Just like the rest of the children who were raised with both parents
You try to be something you know you clearly aren't - but you try
And people believe
And you almost- almost- pass up as one of them
But then you fell like you're falling and everything around you in crashing down all at once
And you are scared because it's all just too fast
You could have sworn that you had seen the ground and not an endless pit
And now all you can do is close your eyes