swimming in a silent sea

I'm feeling vacant
Feeling shut down
waiting for someone to trust
feeling it in my screaming dream
The aching itching of my fucking melt down

Remember remember the why can't you remember
Stop screaming! I'm breaking down here
Stay out keep out
close the door and hide take a breath
i need a timeout
I need someone
to save me from my death

Feeling left out
wanting to tell them
crying in a sea of only me
screaming my silent anthem
knowing they are all cloudy

And as my fear grew
in the darkness there came a light
and it was you.