Have You..

Have you ever fallen for someone, knowing you shouldn't?
Have you ever tried to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall for her deeper with each passing day..
But you bury those feels, and push it away?

Say she's just a friend, and nothing else-
have you ever lied by telling this to yourself?
Your heart soars when you meet her eyes,
but you tell yourself it isn't right?

When a quick glance turns into a stare.
did you lie and say "you don't care" ?
The world says "it's not right for you two to be.."
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But really, how long can you pretend?
Keep the act up, say she's just a friend..
Will you ever let your feelings show?
or will it forever be impossible for her to know?
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this back in.. a long time ago last year! I just found it and decided to post it.. I wrote this directing it at myself.

I'ts kind of funny now, considering who and what it's about.. now I'm currently with this wonderful girl in my poem...

So I guess that's the answer to all my questions. (: