bullying

Bullying
Bullying as defined by me is the act of making someone feel almost as bad as you do. Its pretty shitty to make me feel as you do. With that said I am starting to see the world that you do, a world corrupted. A hard working mother, but a poor excuse of a father whose whole role was being AWOL. A wall that is where your head belonged through osmosis you started to believe it. Now, you are starting to make me feel like it. any hate I had is erased just like a love letter, or any decent memory.
To take a step back in development that is bullying. Bullying is a crime, but what’s worse is that it’s a decision, or for a better word indecision. The indecision of helping someone being bullied is a travesty. No one understands this more than I. I stood by and watched with my own eyes watching a friend cry. I stood by with the attitude better her than me, but that’s the problem you see. We have the wrong attitude. No self-sacrifice, but I forget we aren’t brothers. Brothers are supposed to help each other through the maze that is life. Excuse me let me take a rest while you take two across the chest. I forgot you deserve my best effort. why do I have glassy eyes when my holes aren’t comparable to pies. Any excuse is nothing but a lie. You deserve better and deserved that letter. I am sorry I couldn’t get it to you. I guess it was indecision. Maybe that would have made you stay. Some times it’s those you don’t expect the attack from. For example, I am sure Russia didn’t expect Hitler coming in 1941. I say that with love Russia. I get you. I used to be like you. Shit I used to be you. I used to build myself up so there's not a repeat, but I caused my own problems. Violence, anger, and aggression lead to nothing, but problems. Shutting out the world out of fear, expecting the front then getting attack from the rear.
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This is my first ever poem. The grammar is a little off, but that's okay.