Loving for the Moment

You know it's fake,
that it's not real.
All of my charm;
all of this sex appeal.
All of this I fake,
the only thing I feel.
Under tempermental moaning,
and the grinding;
Is a broken seal.
Just because I tell it,
doesn't make it truth.
And just because I beg for it;
don't mean i'm loving you.
Whether it be real;
or whether it be fake.
The guilty conscience, constant nagging;
more than i can take!
No matter how much i loved you,
how deep within.
Know you made a mistake by pushing me to sin.
Because no matter what the outcome,
to do it all again;
My body a mechanic issue.
So do it all again!
You know i'll invite you,
always let you in.
And afterwards, i'm lonely;
So then i think and get it!
Loving is only in the moment;
Dies,
and I regret it!